I think I should..

The tenant who is staying at the Shamelin condo is moving out. My agent is looking for a new one. If no one is interested ,I will take it as a sign that I should move in. I will have to give up some luxuries to pay the bank on my own. I can afford the luxuries a sI am staying with my mom...save a lot, eh? You think I can do it? a place of my own....sounds nice eh? My dream home is a house with an O shape...or L shape...with a matured garden in the middle. French window...big kitchen with an island...(even though I can't really cook...but who cares, I am no MArtha Stewart). A study room for all my books and craft stuff, a bedroom that will be decorated like a Bali hotel room or something like that. a play room for my kids...If I move in, I will be at Level 5, oveseeing a swimming pool and with KLCC scenery. 3 bedroom with 2 bathroom. One of the bathroom is so small, I had to move my butt out of the way before I close the door...(or is it my butt is the problem here)? A far cry from my L shape dream home. I'll settle for that for now...Boleh lah tu... At least I have a place to call a home...and it''s mine..All mine. for that, I am thankful.

I can feel it forming...the six pack

Another motivational pep talk to myself. I only feel pain actually. Baru masuk hari ke 3. Camna ni? Takpe...teruskan usaha anda.
Today Air Asia's website very the busy dengan orang cari tiket free. Tried last night, to no avail. Then again, I was not trying serious enough as I seriously do not have any destination i mind. Rasa macam nak pegi Bangkok again, rasa macam nak pergi Bali, then ada rasa macam nak pergi Bandung....ok now rasa macam nak minum air Bandung...*Sigghhhh**
Arif dah start putting everything in his mouth. My bag, our remote control..semua dah ada patch air liur dia. This morning he was pulling the daun mempelam into his mouth. Nampak macam kambing la pulak anak aku tu. My kid.
He is also starting to laugh out aload when we make faces at him. Most beautiful music in my ears..
I am thankful, I am a mother.

Sit ups..

I've started doing sit ups.. Rasa macam perut dah kempis sikit. heheheheh...that's a lie to make myself feel better. I need motivation . Mana mungkin it's working already as baru buat 2 kali. And only for 30 x per session.
I once joined a gym, same building lagi.. tapi malangnya malas nak work out. Takde gang (alasan) So the gym jadi tempat shower je. I would love to join the women only gym kat Mid Valley tu ...boleh separa naked sikit...(alasan lagi)
Hopefully azam nak buat sit ups dua session sehari, pagi dan malam akan berjaya. Dan 30 x akan menjadi berpuluh puluh kali lagi.
Today, I am thankful I finally started doing the sit ups selepas resolution untuk start aje dah dibuat a few years back. Say a little prayer for me, semoga berjaya.