Monday, December 17, 2007

Proposal


Kawan -kawan sekalian,
Apa kata kita pergi day trip to Melaka makan ikan bakar....or a day trip to belakang istana for ikan bakar...anything goes as long as ada ikan bakar...In need of ikan pari bakar...I know that sharing is caring but can I not share mine...hehehehe...I still love you.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Oppsss..

Sesuatu yang tragis telah terjadi kat aku...Aku telah accidently tershred my lovely shawl given by a friend last year.
I was at the shredder machine. Shred a doc that I no longer needed. The moment I turned I realized my shawl was caught in the machine.
@#$%^&* Erkkk...

Kena gelak guling guling dengan colleagues.

I am still nursing my hurt pride sebab digelakkan dengan begitu hebat.

Friday, December 07, 2007

Just when I thought..

“Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang mungkin bisa kau rindu..”

”Seribu senyuman
belum tentu menawan hati
satu jelingan sudah cukup
menimbulkan rasa benci
membina mengambil masa
meruntuh sekelip masa”

Hati, let's just smile and face the world..

Thursday, November 29, 2007

"Agar agar gula merah"


PBB from my L16 office. Hi Baby...can you see me from your Level 8?

Burp ..Alhamdulillah..






Isshhhh...tak sedap langsung...
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Tengokpun acik dah sejukkk...

Garage sale

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Killing the time....






The only time he does not flash his cheeky smile is when he is sleeping. Tapi even when he's half asleep he'll flash it if you ask him too. Panjat grill, jadi Pak Long punye weight for exercising his calf muscle, usik his cousin sister sleeping....favourite past time tu..

Thursday, October 04, 2007

Too sweet for me


Guys, remember the Krispy Kreme donut yang lazat yang kita belasah satu kotak (Ida punya) kat airport Jakarta hari tu? This is the ala-ala Krispy Kreme. I like the sugar glazed donut tapi manis dia...boleh migraine acik.
The J Co outlet is in Pavillion, KL.
It tasted better in Jakarta...probably due to the company I had that day. So bila kita nak pergi Girl vacation lagi?

Thursday, September 27, 2007

You tell me..


Tell me...how many M*S Captain yang you kenal snaps photos of sunrise/ sunset from the cockpit to share it with his wife?
**sighh**
Telah ter"restore" my faith in romance. That is so sweeett...
Aku boleh bayangkan Captain Armani Jeans nyanyi lagu "Lelaki Ini" dengan penuh perasaan with the kids lining up as choir kat belakang.
Tapi kalau dia nyanyi depan rumah, sambil mengibarkan bendera Malaysia with the kids jumping around laughing their heads off.... **err...that's another story.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Huwaaaa.....


Me, myself and I have done the biggest blunder in my marriage life. I was a wee bit upset with Mr M last week. To let off the steam, I rant and grumble my frustration via sms to a close friend. Guess who I sent it to? To HIM!!!! Aiyooo Tipah!!! What have you done!! Nak tengok muka dia pun malu…The Silent War is silently declared.

I should say I am sorry, right? Well I did. Maybe I should try a bit harder, right?…How hard is hard?

In a way, it was hilarious. But it is more embarrassing than hilarious. At least he knows what I am thinking.

Huwaaaaaaa…………..

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Anak Merdeka


Aku anak merdeka yang lahir pada usia Malaysia 15 tahun. Sekarang masa Malaysia dah 50 tahun, aku dah ada 3 anak merdeka on my own. Aku harap generasi seterusnya akan tetap menjadi generasi merdeka.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MALAYSIA!
post script : I constructed this balloon arch..(kira merdeka jugak tu..dari belenggu kedunguan membuat balloon arch.)

Friday, August 24, 2007

Attention to detail


Taken from Wawa's Honeymoon photos in Hong Kong Disneyland. Bila la pulak aku nak gi sana? Kena mintak quotation dari Smart Travel nih..

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

New hobby


This photo has convinced me to take up photography as my new hobby. Thank you Soo Meng (wesley.2buddybiz.com), this picture has sealed my fate (ok drama sikit ler). Thanks to Arman & May for the choice of camera...and the rest...be prepared to be my object. Now, I need to look for a sifu. Soo Meng?

Tak suka! Tak suka! Tak suka!


A few green eyed monster was born sebab bag ini.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

More pressie


A close friend of mine gave this wrislet bag from LC as my belated birthday present after I tercasually remarked about wanting it. Everybody at the office seems to love it. Tiga orang actually wanted to get it as gift too. FOR THEIR GRANDMOTHER!!!! Huwaaaa....Told Mama and she said it couldn't be that bad...but she cracks up (imagine the YM emoticon yang LOL sampai rolling rolling tu) when she saw the bag. Huwaaaaaa....

**Gulpp***


OH NOO!!! What have I done!!!

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Didn't we almost have it all?

Didn't they almost have it all?

PRESTON: "Cristina, I could promise to hold you, and to cherish you. I could promise to be there, in sickness and in health. I could say till death do us part. But I won't. Those vows are for optimistic couples, the ones full of hope. I do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic. I am not hopeful. I am sure. I am steady. I'm a heart man. Take 'em apart, put 'em back together, hold them in my hands. I am a heart man. So this, I am sure. You are my partner. My lover. My very best friend. My heart. My heart beats for you. And on this day, the day of our wedding, I promise you this. I promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hands, I promise you... me."

Marathon Grey's ended at 4.30 am last night. I am at work now at 10.15am, paying the price. Ngantuknyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............Tapi I officially watched the entire Season 3.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Read on and you'll know why I have this in my blog

It’s time to sing the blues now

THE BANGSAR BOY

By NIKI CHEONG

WILL my Wednesday and Thursday nights ever be the same again? Last week, for the first in a few months, I didn’t rush home from work to catch the repeat of American Idol with my dad – the season’s over!

Excuse the dramatics, but really, what else is there to do on a weeknight?

I’m not addicted to these shows, but I am suffering from withdrawal. Makes you wonder what life was like pre-Idol, doesn’t it?

Come to think of it, I’ve always been a fan of such TV shows. Even before Astro, I remember sitting in the TV room at home with the family watching shows like Bintang RTM – slim microphones, corny songs and badly choreographed dances that came with it.

And who could forget the hit show that was Asia Bagus! Week after week, my family would religiously plonk ourselves in front of the television to watch the contestants from around Asia compete – Kris Dayanti and Amy Mastura among others.

I’m not quite sure what the appeal was (I still don’t know) but I guess these sort of shows have their secret appeals which is why the are so successful. After all, they appeal to such a broad spectrum of people.

I will never forget the sight of my house a couple of years ago during the glory days of shows like Akademi Fantasia when my dad would be watching the show as intently as six-year-old Adam and nine-year-old Sara, my nephew and niece. These are two kids who barely used to be comfortable speaking Bahasa Malaysia, yet they were singing away to Menuju Puncak (with all the dance moves).

I still remember the first time I heard the word ‘AFUNDI’ as Adam perpetually jumped up in front of me going “Afundi Adam!” and my reply, accompanied by a puzzled look was, “Who’s Afundi?”

But it’s hard to blame him because even I have got caught up with this whole reality TV phenomenon. That said, I’ve only probably followed one or two seasons of Survivor! ever, and maybe a couple of seasons of Amazing Race. Yet, there’s just something about Idol.

I remember when Malaysian Idol was still showing barely a couple of years ago and how I got hooked on to it. In fact, it would get to such a severe conditions that I would have to budget my phone calls to make sure I saved up enough to SMS vote for my favourite contestant.

Sham, a friend of tai che, even helped me out. Working for telecommunications company, she had allocations for calls and SMS. I got her to vote for my favourite – Nita who ended up second runner up in the second season of Malaysian Idol – and it was quite funny to receive a message from her one day going, “I spent the whole day voting for Nita. Feel like my thumbs going to drop off.”
Of course, that message was in the form of an SMS.

I’m still unsure of what exactly is the hook to these shows – is it the performances, songs or the drama. Yet, what is nice to note is that shows like these transcend geographical boundaries.

I followed online the Australia Idol show a couple of years ago when I watched a few episodes while I was Down Under for holidays; my friend in Britain used to message me weekly with updates on Pop Idol and I have arguments with people in the United States on why I thought Blake Lewis should have won the most recent American Idol.

Closer to home, I love how it gives us city folks and those in smaller towns something in common – reality singing contests locally, whether its Idol, One In A Million, Astro TalentQuest or Akademi Fantasia for example, enjoy great ratings and its contestants have fans all across the country.

Perhaps its true then what they say about music, in that it speaks in a universal language and appeals to everyone without prejudice. The different people who have won the contests – Vince Chong, Jaclyn Victor, Mawi – are testament to that.

Now, if only I can find something else to feel good about to deal with my addiction ? er ? I mean, withdrawal.

Article published in The STAR on Saturday June 2, 2007.

Monday, July 16, 2007

Baru..


Hari ni makcik pakai baju birthday present. Baju dan scarf baru. Rasa amat jelita.Maklumlah "kejelitaan adalah hak milik setiap insan". Thank you kengkawan...yang memberi, comply to my taste lak tu. Kalau ikut taste korang, harus baju ada ropol ropol,feminine feminine...jenuh lak aku nak control ayu.
Yes..I am 28 last Wednesday. After 8 years being 27, I've decide to be 28 this year. To all, thank you again for the well wishes and pressie. Tapi yang paling menusuk kalbu is this little blue box with white satin ribbon.***sighhhh****..If you could only see the way he loves me, maybe you would understand why I feel this way. Kepada pemberi-pemberi maklumat tak bertauliah...Muakhh!! Thank you...from the very bottom of my heart. No..it's not the titanium cuff tapi my heart somersaulted just the same. Now I fell like singing the Lakukaracha song...come everybody!!! Let's sing along...!! "Lakukaracha..lakukaracha! Yono porde carmina...porkeno tiyay nay..porke la falta..konsegarokefuma..." Yah!!! lagi sekali!!.

Friday, July 13, 2007

I am the Queen of Vege...


Therefore I do not eat my people.

Friday, July 06, 2007

I am not a plastic bag either


This bag created a lot of confusion and chaos in KLCC today. People has been queueing up since early morning for it. And the shop opens at 10am.
Smart jugak...so very the environmental friendly. Did you know that plastice is one of the main contributor of kepupusan turtle kat muka bumi ni? Can I have this for my bday instead? How much ekk? Gulpp...In E-bay it went up to USD145. Tak yah la..

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Ole Ole Bandung...


Sampai sampai terus start shopping. Nasib baik rumah Mode opens at 10.30am kalau tidak harus tempat itu dulu yang dituju. After Diaz, we went to Rumah Mode. One thing I like about this place is the landscape. Cewahhh..then why did I spend only 5 minutes to appreciate the landscape and 3 hours inside the outlet? 3 hours later..inilah damagenya.


Hotel bell boy nganga tengok the paper bags. Our guide lagi la...kelu seribu bahasa.
Seperti biasa M*la keluar paling last...and 2 people sent to look for her pun hilang..then came out with more paper bags..M*la still tidak dijumpai, so pasukan penyelamat dihantar lagi masuk untuk mencari. Pasukan penyelamat keluar dengan more paper bags untuk diri sendiri.Ketua darjah had to put a stop to it by going in looking for M*la herself.. Elehhh..dia pun keluar bawak paper bag lagi. Hehehehehe.
Then pegi lunch kat Sangkuriang. Riang riang di Sangkuriang. The food was "pergggghhh"...sedap gila! Sup ikan was out of the world. Sedap punye pasal, lupa ambik gambar.
Malam, makan lagi..rojak kat Cibaduyut. Then sambung shopping kat One Stop Centre& Heritage. Tak sebest Rumah Mode. So esok 1 round lagi before Jakarta.
Next day, 1 round rumah mode & satu round Sangkuriang, we head for Jakarta. 2 jam aje kata Hendry. Memang le 2 jam tapi with the traffic jam (macet) makes it 5 LONG HOURS! Bontot kematu dan jadi kuali leper goreng burger. Claustrophobic brings a new meaning. then we arrived at Mulia Hotel. Waaaaa...makcik rasa macam princess nak pergi ball.The place is so grand. Id* saw Glenn at the lobby. Nasib baik years of training naik business class MAS prepared her for it, kalau tidak she might be tripping over her own foot.
Alamak?! Gambar bilik golap. I'll share our breakfast photo je lah with you.

During our 1 night stay kat situ, 3 wedding reception took place. The grand ballroom was very grand indeed.The night we arrived it was in blue (makcik dan konco konco peek in), the day after it was in beige. This photo was taken during sepasukan florist dok siapkan the place. Cantik amat sampai tangan gigil masa ambik gambar.

We went to Mangga 2 for shopping. Shopping lagiii...Ya la! Why do you think we are here? We bought DVD Grey's Anatomy episode 16 sampai end. Disebabkan yang satu ni terbabit beli Fantastic Four and Transformer. Tapi the sebab kalut sangat, tak perasan yang bukan Transformer yang kitaorang beli, tapi Transmorphers. Boleh? Sorry la Haqq** and A**r. Mama korang blur.
Oh and the Krispy Creme donut....kena mention. Memang sedap gila! I managed to bring mine home sebab at the airport we munched on Ida's. Hehehe...the selfish things that we do.

There's a price to pay for the shopping spree, buying things that we don't need..tapi
...the silliness & laughter that we shared, the lessons that we've learned(bag magic M*la, Roaming *120*), the Coke that I had to drink due to incident kat airport, terbabit dengan laces, the door incident..those were priceless.
SO? BILA NAK PERGI LAGI?

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Pencapaian hari ini


Due to my own ignorance, i had to waste the whole day kat Immigration. 8 to 8.35 am kat Imigresen D'sara and 10.57am to 3pm kat Imigresen Putrajaya. Masa ambik nombor kat PJ, the time printed on the ticket was 10.57am. Dapat nombor 3038 and they were serving 3003. At 11.30 am they were serving number 3005. #$%^&*...wahhhh...I don't even know that my cursing vocab agak wide jugak.
Tapi, at the end of the day I achieved Level 12 main Bubble Bloom. Mahsyuk gila game ni. Kalau rasa macam nak, silalah download di www.maxis.com.my kat Games Unlimited. Tapi jangan kata makcik tak bagi amaran...game ni tahap ketagihan dia agak melampau. Senang gila...tak pecah kepala tension. Tapi anda haruslah tidak buta warna.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

I am thankful



We held a kenduri last Saturday. Kenduri arwah, doa selamat & kesyukuran. Thanks for the ones who turned up. Yang tak tu, it's ok...mesti ada yang lebih penting. There's a lot to be thankful for. Semua sihat selamat, cukup makan pakai, good friends, good food...etc. I believe true friends will stick by you through thick and thin, being silly together, sharing the joy and pain of life, sharing strength, being there without being present. For my friends who are actually my sisters by choice, you know who you are and I am such a blessed person to have you in my life. I am thankful.
On a happpier note, Arif turned 2 the same day.He is getting cheekier day by day. Loves motorbike...his latest passion is his drum set..present from Auntie May. When she asked me what to get him and I said " Anything that annoys us will make him happy"..I did not mean THAT!!!

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Double take...


*Sighh*** My heart skipped a beat. After that it did a sommersault. O..ohh...it's a sign I am in trouble. The last time it did that was when I saw my hubby (my then ex boyfriend) at Sheri's wedding. ..Look where it got me now. 3 kids and 7 anniversaries.
You think I should get it? I think I should.

Saturday, June 02, 2007

Adopt A Turtle


Adopted a turtle today at Bodyshop KLCC. "It's a collaborative conservation effort between Department of Fisheries Malaysia (DoFM), Universiti Malaysia Terengganu (UMT), The Body Shop, Media Prima and Aquaria KLCC to rehabilitate the endangered turtles and terrapins"
Named the turtle Pink Cumulonimbus. Hope it's a girl turtle,kalau tidak kesian dia kena kutuk dengan turtle turtle lain.
Pink C will be micro-chipped and released to the sea. The sales girl told me that I can monitor Pink C movement, whether he/ she travelled to Australia ke, Bangladesh ke....Untuk apa aku monitor movement dia , I have no clue but it sounded quite cool eh?
I was hoping to adopt a leatherback turtle, since I have actually seen one kat Terengganu dulu...tapi it's not available for adoption.
Actually I only wanted the tshirt je. I am a sucker for all this statement tshirt...tapi since it's for a good cause..
So congratulate me the next time you see me cause I am now a proud parent of a turtle..Does this means A*ir, A*if & Ak*if have a turtle as their sibling? Errrr???

Friday, May 25, 2007

Till we meet again, baby girl.

Fina's baby girl passed away 3 days ago. A day after Fina's birthday. Post mortem has shown she has blood clot in her head. It became a police case.

Maha berat dugaan yang menimpa.I am still trying to cope with the bad news.Till today, aku masih tak berkesempatan nak melawat Fina. And I don't even call or sms her. I just don't know what to say...

To my friend Fina. I am so sorry. I am so very sorry of your loss. Maha hebat dugaan yang kau tanggung ini. Kesedihan yang aku rasa ni mungkin hanya sezarah berbanding dengan kesedihan kau. Banyakkan berdoa, talk to Him, cry all you want. Don't bottle it up.You have the boys to take care of. If you need us, we are just a call away.

Baby Arisha, you're in the best of place now. No more pain, no one is going to hurt you anymore. I used to envy your mom so much as both of us was hoping for a baby girl. She was lucky to have you. She's even luckier now that you're up in heaven, waiting for her.Please know, you're the best thing that ever happened to her. She must be sad now without you.She'll be thinking of you everyday of her life.Don't worry, we promise to be there for her if she needs anything.If you catch a glimpse of her from up above, give her a smile...it will ease her emptiness of losing you.

I know you'll miss your mom too. Don't fret sayang. You will meet her again...di tempat yang lebih indah and nothing will ever seperate you again.You will be holding her hand and pimpin dia ke syurga. I can promise you that for sure. Till then, be a good angel, please let us have you in our hearts forever.Your memories will remind us how short life could be and how precious our love ones are.

I regret that I did not pick you up when I saw you last 2 weeks. I regret that I did not give you a welcome hug and tell you how special you are. I should have tried to get you to smile at me so I can brag to your other aunties. I regret that you'll never get to know Amir, Arif and Akif. Akif would be your comprande. I am pretty sure of that. Everytime I hold Akif in my arms, I thought of how your mom would miss holding you in hers. And it hurts. It hurts so much!I don't even know you that well and I don't even know if I get your name right...but it still hurt as much!

I believe Allah swt has better plans for you. I believe that time will eventually dulls the pain that your parents felt now. You will always be in their heart. I know you'll be in mine. Walaupun kau dipinjamkan hanya seketika, you'll always be part of us.

Till we meet again, baby girl.

Monday, December 04, 2006

So and so...

I volunteered for M**** Community Bridge yesterday at Malaysian Blind Association. Entah kenapa everytime when I am pregnant, I tend to nak volunteer. Masa Arif dulu, I volunteered for the Tsunami Drive dengan PBSM. Oh? Did I tell you that I am pregnant? Yeah...I am pregnant. 22 weeks kot. Konon nak buat surprise macam Azah...tapi she's somewhere across the continent while I have to meet you guys every other months....camna nak sorok? Besides, I wanted Fina to be in the lime light.
There you go....Phew!!! Lega...
Anyway, the event went well. I was suppose to be the usherer for the contestant...tapi sebab terlalu ramai volunteer, I was ushering the usherer la pulak. We pretty much don't have to be involved sebab the 3rd party people was doing an excellent job. My fren got to usher Datuk DJ Dave, Freddy Fernandez and siapa tah lagi sorang....I pestered her to pass my resume to Freddy to pass to his brother...Nyehh..nyehh..nyeh..kidding..kidding!!! Entah apasal 'tah, cam teringin nak kerja ngan Air A***. Maybe nak match the tshirt dengan my new Crocs Sandal kot.
About 5, I think because of the heat (and tak lunch), i almost passed out. Nasib baik ada one girl urut tapak tangan, for blood circulation or something and it worked. I drove myself home..with the help of Fruitella and Mentos.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

Finally....My very own Crocs



A short retail therapy session brings me to this. Tapikan....yang
Disney ni macam amat kiut, kan?

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

"Pick Me, Choose me, Love me"

"Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me."

You guys should try watching "Grey's Anatomy". It's on NTV7 every Tuesday, 8.30 pm.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Masihkah ada cinta?

I went to a CNY open house once and one quite elderly uncle was staring at me. He finally and charmingly spoke to me…He said I looked familiar and he thinks he has seen me on TV. I pun dengan penuh demure dan merendah diri kata” Nolah Uncle…you must have gotten the wrong person.”

The same day, a friend’s BF remarked that I do look like one actress. Dengan penuh kembangnya, I Tanya, “Oh really….macam siapa?” Dalam hati yang penuh bunga carnation, sunflower dan chrysanthemum tea , I was thinking, “ Wardina ke?” (dia kan macam amat comel…) and the guy dengan penuh perasaan sincere menjawab…”Rahimah Rahim”

Perggghh…..have you ever seen a flat dry frog on the road…most probably crushed when it was crossing the road?…. That’s how I felt.

She is a singer cum actress from Singapore.

Here’s a song by her…

Masihkah Ada Cinta

Betapa pun jauh pandangan mata
Betapa pun bebas kaki melangkah
Namun terasa diri terpenjara
Oleh suatu ikatan yg tidak ketara

Walau kau cuba menjauhkan diri
Walau kadangkala aku membenci
Namun setiap kali terpandang mu
Kehangatan di hatiku dingin bagai salju

Antara kasih dan kasihan
Antara jemu dan harapan
Biarkanlah di sini
Aku terus begini sendiri

Andainya ada yang dapat mengerti
Gelisah yg datang melanda diri
Masihkah ada rasa cinta
Ataukah sekadar kau berpura-pura

Monday, November 06, 2006

My Prince Charming

I seem to have lost my Prince Charming... AGAIN! This time it's different...I am tired of trying to look for him. Knowing him he'll never find the way back home. Maybe he does not want to come home?
In my happily ever after...it's not suppose to end this way.
Oh well, I am really really tired, physically and mentally...Biakanlah si Luncai terjun dengan labu-labunya.

Monday, September 18, 2006

Fine aku jiwang?! So sue me!

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Weekend


Stayed in Holiday Villa Subang during the weekend so the kids boleh berendam. Tak sampai 5 minit Amir dalam pool, hujan turun. Ayah dia buat pool kat dalam bath tub instead. Amir discovered the robe and beria-ria nak pakai. In his mind...konon konon dia wrestler. Shesssshhhhh....Arif dicovered that he can control the radio from the bed panel. Did not get the picture of him getting busy with it though.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Le Hunt Langkawi




In Langkawi for the weekend for a Treasure Hunt organized by the company. We flew in to LGK, stayed in Holiday Villa, Pantai Tengah and got a Nissan Sentra for our ride. Smoothhhh....
The Hunt was fun but we kinda got "swayed" into going elsewhere which is not in the trail..Heheheheheheh...
Akibat membaca blog Yasmin Ahmad, we went to Four Season Hotel. Fuiyyooooo...mulut tak boleh nak tutup...bukan sebab dok bercakap banyak tapi sebab terpegun ..We wanted to look for the pool tapi sebab hujan....we got stuck at the receiving area je.
Gamaknya, tempayan ni la yang "patpuluh" orang penyamun menyorok masa nak samun Ali Baba.Well,...maybe smaller but if I am one of the penyamun, I'll need this big of a tempayan.
We disqualified ourselves from the hunt when we decided to go up the Gunung Raya cable car. I was laughing hysterically almost all the way akibat gayat...(terbit air mata). the scare was worth it. The view was totally breathtaking. I wish all my love ones were with me at that moment as I doubt I'll brace myself through that ride again! GAYAT! Arwah Abah will never go through it..I am pretty sure about that.
For the coolest people in my Hunt team, for the fun that I had, for my family who let me have fun without them .....I am thankful.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Terima Kasih ,MALAYSIA

Keranamu Malaysia
Buruh, nelayan dan juga petani
Gaya hidup kini dah berubah
Anak-anak terasuh mindanya
Lahir generasi bijak pandai
Pakar IT, pakar ekonomi
Jaguh sukan dan juga jutawan
Berkereta jenama negara
Megah menyusur di jalan raya
Alam cyber teknologi terkini
Kejayaan semakin hampiri
Biar di kota ataupun desa
Kita semua pasti merasa bangga
Keranamu kami mendakap tuah
Keranamu kami bangsa berjaya
Keranamu kami hidup selesa
Limpah budi kemakmuran negara
Keranamu kami bebas merdeka
Keranamu myawa dipertaruhkan
Keranamu rela kami berjuang
Demi bangsa kedaulatan negara
( ulang dari mula )
Keranamu Negara
MalaysiaMalaysia...
Terima kasih Malaysia !
We are going to be 49 tonight. I am thankful for this beautiful, prosperous Malaysia. I am thankful that I am a MALAYSIAN.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Monday, July 17, 2006

My dearest Sham,

"I 'm now officially declaring that the watch, you have been wearing since last wed, is now 101% yours, as a gift from me 2 u:)"...I received the email from Yatt at 10.30am 15/07/2006. First thing that crossed my mind was.."Shucks!!! I should have asked for the Bvulgari watch instead!!"...Muahahahahah...that's the ungrateful side of me. The grateful side of me has been thanking my lucky stars hingga saat ini...Am I lucky or what?
For my lucky star...and my generous friend, Yatt...I'm thankful.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Birthday is officially over. Dapat 32 birthday sms from friends & family. Thank you all. Mizuan even have a reminder on his phone. Agak significant jugak rupanya aku ni.
Letih dah jadi 27 tahun…dah masuk 8 tahun dah ni. I think I’ll move up to 28 next year. Please remind me to do that next year.
Solat Maghrib kat Yatt’s place last night. Went through her watch collections. Coach, Tag, Omega, Bvulgari, and a few others…tetiba terselit Follie Follie. The one I have been eyeing for a while but to chicken to purchase.Mahal tu babe! It’t the one that you can change the straps..Yatt’s has 5 straps…black, baby blue, pink, red, green and errr..satu lagi tak ingat. So being friends for 21 years ( I sat next to her in Form 1), roommates in ITM and friends forever, I am entitle to cajole her using my famous Hush Puppies face and pretty pleaseee.. to buy it from her at flea market price. Hey! It’s my birthday after all!. And I am also giving her my new Chanel lipstick yg dia pakai masa wedding dia…fair tak? Don’t have to answer sebab the watch is mine!!!
Balik rumah, I got something in the mail. I got a website template CD from May as my present. Thank you..aku memang nak benda tu..Thank you so very much! After this I shall develop a new template for balloonhub.com.

Moral of the story…”Every cloud has a silver lining”

For all the silver lining in my life…I am thankful.

Monday, July 10, 2006

Happy Birthday to me

This song by Dayangku Intan keeps playing in my head. I have no idea of the title.

Perlukah kau bertanya tentang hatiku
Sedangkan sejak dulu kau telah tahu
Betapa kuterluka oleh perbuatan
Yang tiba di luar jangkaan

Kusangka kau berbangga aku milikmu
Kerana terhadapmu begitu hatiku
Kiranya kau malu untuk mengakui
Yang aku pernah kau sayangi

Tak perlu penjelasan lagi
Tak perlu kau mengambil hati
Tak perlu bertanyakan khabarku
Jawabnya telah kau tahu.

Funny how the person you love so much, can hurt you as much.
I guess this is my birthday present this year. Happy birthday SI. It's just you & me now.
I am thankful for another year, for my health, for my friends who has become sisters that I never had, for my kids, for my job, for myself.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Easy way out

I’ve decided to be bulimic…or anorexic or whichever so I can lose weight. For the kesekian kali a colleague ask me how far I am with my pregnancy. Stoicly I answered, “Nope, I am not pregnant just fat”.
I think it the time of the month…my hormones have extra curricular around this time. I am emotionally haywired.
I had Burger King egg croissantwich for breakfast this morning. As my 1st step towards being bulimic, am I suppose to puke it out or what? Maybe I should go and read more about it first in the internet.
Till then, have a great day.

Monday, June 05, 2006

bad..

Am going thru a low phase in my life. Am having the lowest self esteem i ever felt in my entire whole life. Low self esteem makes you do bad things...really bad things...you don't want to know. I chose to pretend that I don't know how bad it is.

Friday, May 26, 2006

I will Survive

Numb.

Hurt.

Deeply Hurt.

Angry.

Sad.

Pissed Off.

Shattered.

All rolled into one.

Just because of one sick SMS.

I shall forgive but I will NEVER forget!

One thing for sure, the trust is no longer there. You're gonna have to live with that.
23/05/2006

Thursday, May 18, 2006

She's so beautiful and I can't seem to stop crying...

Her mom's log on her:
http://viruspadu.fotopages.com/?&page=0

She's the most beautiful baby girl I've ever seen and now she must be the most beautiful angel in heaven.

Alesha Abriza, I hope one day, I am fortunate enough to meet you in heaven.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

From Kahlil Gibran's The Prophet

Then Almitra spoke again and said, "And what of Marriage, master?"
And he answered saying:
You were born together, and together you shall be forevermore.
You shall be together when white wings of death scatter your days.
Aye, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God.
But let there be spaces in your togetherness,
And let the winds of the heavens dance between you.
Love one another but make not a bond of love:
Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.
Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup.
Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf.
Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone,
Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music.
Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping.
For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts.
And stand together, yet not too near together:
For the pillars of the temple stand apart,
And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.


"HAPPY 6TH ANNIVERSARY, BABY"
The post is a bit lambat , the actual date is 06/05/2006.

Monday, May 08, 2006

Batu Belah Batu Bertangkup

Sunday. Came back late morning from J's & A's place. Mama attending a kenduri with big bro. Adik out for brunch with friends.Hubby going out for lunch with his BF cum GF, Az. A wants McD. Ask hubby to tapau for us. 2 beef burger and 1 Happy Meal Nugget for A. Wanted to take a cat nap for 20 minutes which turn out to be 2 hours instead. Woke up hungry. Can feel the beef burger in my mouth aredi. Went down, no Beef Burger waiting as A wallop the whole thing to himself. The nugget Happy Meal plus my burger.

Now I know how Mak Tanjung felt when her son, Pekan wallop her portion of telur ikan tembakul.."batu Belah Batu Bertangkup, ambik la aku, makan la aku...aku kempunan nak makan Beef Burger McD"...muahahahahahahah!!

Okay...the drama is over...I went to Picnic food court today for McD Beef Burger but end up eating Spaghetti Olio at Milano Pizza instead. I am thankful for the choice's I have. Kesian kat mak Tanjung...dia takde choice. And A said sorry...he actually have that guilty look on his face. For a 5 years old to feel guilty about eating his mommy's lunch...I am thankful..as I must have taught him right, somehow.

Friday, May 05, 2006

Hopeless Passion for Crab Rangoon


One thing that I miss about America….Crab Rangoon. Sedap gilaaa…especially the one kat Wok Express depan Hardings kat Main St. (i Kalamazoo, Michigan)

I got this from a friend who used to work in a Chinese Restaurant kitchen kat States.

Wantan skin (where to get the big ones ya?)
Cream cheese
Crab meat…artifical also can..
And lots of sugar….to counter the cream cheese saltiness
A dash of pepper

Mix the cream cheese with sugar and then the crab meat, lepas tu pepper.. Put them in the wantan skin then deep fried it.

Sudah sejuk sikit boleh dip with sweet sour sauce.

Pitam.................................2 saat. Life has never been the same...ever...

(Crab Rangoon photograph © copyright 2005 by Rhonda Parkinson)

Friday, April 28, 2006

Amir likes a girl

Her name is Amira..

Sweet kan? Amir & Amira….

Wakakakakakakaka…

I was printing cards last night and he wanted to have one for Amira because yesterday they celebrated her birthday at school.
And today he woke up early excited to go to school sebab nak bagi the card to her..and showing off to everybody even to Arif.

Arif is more interested in putting it in his mouth. Amir frown at Arif and he gave Amir the widest adoring grin.

I am truly blessed.

(Imagine if 28 years down the road if they got married, should I start preparing for the bunga telur aredi aaa??? Muahahahahahaha!!!)

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Mug- mugku


A friend of mine ordered the whole set for her home. Bestnya!And I got a trans. job ...translating about call centre...(finally something that I am familiar with)....and I now realize there's an add image feature untuk blogging.( yeah..I know...ignorance can be quite powerful..) So many reason to be thankful....and especially, thank you for my friends yang membawa rezeki ini ke muka pintuku. Alhamdulillah.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

I Am A a Boston Creme Donut




You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you.But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft.You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily.You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out.



I always love boston Creme Donut. And it's what I wanna be if I am a donut. oh well? Cita cita yang sungguh tidak memberangsangkan.

Monday, February 20, 2006

My third entry for today..

You must be wondering,"Tak kerja ke Minah ni?" Kerjaaaa....but I rather be somewhere else. Forgive me it's Monday. I am going thru a Monday Blues which has turned into a bright purple after lunch tadi.

To be exact, i rather be in Bali. To be more precise, I wanna be in the open concept bathroom of the Padi Prada Resort & Spa. Not that I've been there or anything, I only saw the photo in another blog. Macam best ajeee...

That's it!! By hook or by crook, I am going to Bali this year. Kuta... Ubud...Tanah Lot...Ubud shopping baazar (or whatever it is called)...here I come.

Anyone wants to finance my vacation? I promise I'll buy you a souvenir....

Almost got hit...

while trying to cross the road after lunch tadi. The Hyundai Sonata (Jag wannabe..or was it the other way round?) didn't stop at the Zebra crossing. You want a zebra to actually cross baru nak stop ke? Bongok! Beli kereta mahal mahal tapi courtesy sikit pun tak dak. Tak tengok ke kat luar ni panas lit-lit?...hang sitting in the car with the aircond and all...no harm in stopping for like 5 kali kelip mata. Ngok!
Oh!..on the other note, EM paid me RM 60 for 3 Valentine's delivery I did for him last week. Ahaks!!! Bestnye...I think I'll take leave again next year and do Valentine delivery je... Buat apa penat badan buat delivery untuk business sendiri which is almost non existence. Asyik aku je yang terhegeh hegeh.
I am RM 60 richer...minus RM 20 for the gas. Oraitkan? Maybe I should do delivery services for the florists in KL. I can even buy my Yellow color Kangoo Renault, kan?
Hehehe...I love my ideas...sometimes I can be so brilliant and vain all in one breath. Ahaks... For that , I am thankful.

On the way to work,

I saw a boy, no bigger than Arif (Arif is 8 months), sleeping upright, nestled in between his parents on a kapchai. Sebak..I felt a huge lump in my throat..I think my saliva just turn into a stone...
And I thought of my kids, in the backseat of my Honda Civic, snugly in their baby car seats. Thank you Allah..for the privilege...I am thankful.

Thursday, December 29, 2005

I think I should..

The tenant who is staying at the Shamelin condo is moving out. My agent is looking for a new one. If no one is interested ,I will take it as a sign that I should move in. I will have to give up some luxuries to pay the bank on my own. I can afford the luxuries a sI am staying with my mom...save a lot, eh? You think I can do it? a place of my own....sounds nice eh? My dream home is a house with an O shape...or L shape...with a matured garden in the middle. French window...big kitchen with an island...(even though I can't really cook...but who cares, I am no MArtha Stewart). A study room for all my books and craft stuff, a bedroom that will be decorated like a Bali hotel room or something like that. a play room for my kids...If I move in, I will be at Level 5, oveseeing a swimming pool and with KLCC scenery. 3 bedroom with 2 bathroom. One of the bathroom is so small, I had to move my butt out of the way before I close the door...(or is it my butt is the problem here)? A far cry from my L shape dream home. I'll settle for that for now...Boleh lah tu... At least I have a place to call a home...and it''s mine..All mine. for that, I am thankful.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

I can feel it forming...the six pack

Another motivational pep talk to myself. I only feel pain actually. Baru masuk hari ke 3. Camna ni? Takpe...teruskan usaha anda.
Today Air Asia's website very the busy dengan orang cari tiket free. Tried last night, to no avail. Then again, I was not trying serious enough as I seriously do not have any destination i mind. Rasa macam nak pegi Bangkok again, rasa macam nak pergi Bali, then ada rasa macam nak pergi Bandung....ok now rasa macam nak minum air Bandung...*Sigghhhh**
Arif dah start putting everything in his mouth. My bag, our remote control..semua dah ada patch air liur dia. This morning he was pulling the daun mempelam into his mouth. Nampak macam kambing la pulak anak aku tu. My kid.
He is also starting to laugh out aload when we make faces at him. Most beautiful music in my ears..
I am thankful, I am a mother.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Sit ups..

I've started doing sit ups.. Rasa macam perut dah kempis sikit. heheheheh...that's a lie to make myself feel better. I need motivation . Mana mungkin it's working already as baru buat 2 kali. And only for 30 x per session.
I once joined a gym, same building lagi.. tapi malangnya malas nak work out. Takde gang (alasan) So the gym jadi tempat shower je. I would love to join the women only gym kat Mid Valley tu ...boleh separa naked sikit...(alasan lagi)
Hopefully azam nak buat sit ups dua session sehari, pagi dan malam akan berjaya. Dan 30 x akan menjadi berpuluh puluh kali lagi.
Today, I am thankful I finally started doing the sit ups selepas resolution untuk start aje dah dibuat a few years back. Say a little prayer for me, semoga berjaya.

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Fuiyooooo...

Lamanya tak update blog ni...malas aaa...and busy macam bee. Anyway, today my last day kerja before cuti raya. Selamat hari raya everibodeeeeeeeee...aku tahun ni tak sempat buat baju raya sebab lambat beli kain. so hanya ada lipstick raya Stila dan tudung raya. Baru jugak tu. Something blue and something new. The tudung I mean...eh..macam nak kahwin la plak.
Oh ya...also kain raya sebab tak sempat buat baju. Nothing much happen to me sepanjang kehilangan di alam blog. I got a new baby..he's gonna be 5 months next month. Cool eh...This year akan balik Perlis...Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......after 5 years kat Seremban. Actually, I am more excited about going to Hi Tien in Kuala Perlis dari nak actually beraya kat Perlis. After Abah's death, perasaan raya tu macam dah sudden death bersama. I still don't like lagu raya...it gives me air liur turn into batu feeling..
Tapi, camnapun, I am thankful for all the things that I have, for all the love ones I can still hug, for all those disgusting cute bubbles my baby buat dengan saliva dia, for my hubby who forever load Touch & Go last minute, for my first born son yang dah kenal huruf and tak berdrama lagi everytime nak pegi Kindy..Ya Allah..I have so much... Thank you. ..Alhamdullillah.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Biru yang berharga RM 134

Bought four paperback romance novel at Times late last week on impulse.I was feeling quite blue due to the silent war that has been going on for a week.Belum start baca the silent war ends....darn it!!!That cost me RM 134! Double darn! And I saw a few books that I know thatI want for my collection...Elizabeth Taylor and her jewelery collection,The Greatest Romance on Earth and a book on the royalties of South EastAsia. Aiyoo..whylah they have to be so expensive! Can claim tax, kan?Can claim from Flexi oso...Yea!!!!! For that , I am thankful! Oh...andthankful that the silent war has end. Penat duduk diam....and orang tengah, My Amir asyik bagi wrong info...Mama said "Amirrr...PanggilYayah makan"...message yang disampaikan "Yayah, Mama kata Yayah nak makan Amir".... Huh???@#$%^&* ( Must be from his side of the family)....I am thankful for that oso....;)

Friday, January 28, 2005

Me on Holiday

Will be taking the whole week off to go for a holiday. Will be in Kangar , Perlis for 2 days...yeaaa....2 nights of Hi Tien kat Kuala Perlis..Then off to Penang. will be staying in Grand Plaza Park Royal...courtesy of my company. Thank you for the RM 1K travel voucher, Big Boss. Whoever came up with the idea is brilliant....naikkan gaji dia!!! I a am so thankful..Hope the travel won't stress my baby...she/ he's gonna be 20 weeks next week...I think? My tummy is going forward...not forward enough for me to put my mug on it yet...but...Oh well...You know...
Looking forward for the long CNY weekend jugak. I have to work that Saturday though. Spoil sport!!!
Ohh...Valentine's is coming too...for anyone who wants an alternative from sending fresh flowers..send balloons instead!! Our website is down...so, go visit our backup at http://kindasweet.textamerica.com/
Till then, doakan kami sekeluarga selamat pergi dan selamat pulang. Adios amigos muchachas. Muakhhh!!!

Saturday, January 22, 2005

Resolusi harian...

Second day of Aidil Adha, I had to go back to work. Sayang nak ambik cuti as HR will deduct 1 day Annual Leave for a half day work Mana aci!
Started the day dengan resolution untuk menjadi wanita berkarier yang independent. So instead of taking the commuter to they city (ala-ala New York gitu..) as usual if I go to work from Seremban, I drove instead. Sempat lagi breakfast alone kat R&R Seremban, something we never did as it’s so dekat dengan KL.
Resolution kedua, nak jadi wanita yang elegant, poise and serene a.k.a tak kalut. Hari ini, saya akan berjalan dengan penuh gaya, takde kawad macam selalu, with my head held high. Take note, head held high not nose, ya..
Resolution kedua berakhir about 1.58pm masa nak keluar parking. There was no attendant kat ticket booth tu, so I kind of gave a gentle honk….very demure gitu.. The honk turned out to be a blast instead…aku sendiri terkejut sampai terpelanting tiket. Imagine me trying to catch the flying thing….and that damn thing has wings, I tell you!!! I even apologize to the attendant later. There goes my poise and serene…welcome back kalut. Takde maknanya resolution kedua nih…
Apa-apapun, I am thankful, my family and friends, even my extended family accept me just the way I am. And I must be quite special sebab my hubby still thinks he’s in love with me after he saw me doing the “Kampung Si Pening Lalat” dance. Don’t know what I am talking about??…go watch “Ahmad Albab”.

Thursday, January 20, 2005

Iklan Addict

I love advertisement. Notice how the trend has change now? Dulu iklan macam letih aje...Sekarang ni macam menarik la pulak. It can make you cry, nostalgic atau tersengih macam orang gila...
I started to get addicted to it masa advertisements during Super Bowl. Normally iklan Budweiser is on top of the chart.
Sekarang ni iklan Petronas...but I don't quite fancy the last Raya punye..Yang lekat kat kepala is the "Ikan di laut..asam di darat..." Itu Amir pun hafal. Itu TV3 right?
I terstumble upon the blog of the iklan Petronas creator..http://yasminthestoryteller.blogspot.com/
Read her entry on December 22nd.....Mari kita sama-sama tunggu dan lihat...


Till then, Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha..

Monday, January 03, 2005

First day at school

My god daughter, Sara is going to school today. Called her up to wish her luck. She said "Thank you and I love you Auntie Shamm". For a second I was stunned because I felt that at that moment I could save the world. I could snatch all the kids away from the Tsunami's wrath. But then again, I would deprive them from being angels waiting for their parents in heaven.****sighhh** Life is so full of difficult choices. I need a hug...I really do need a hug. I think I'll just hug whoever comes in my way after this. I hope it's not Ratna...it will look bad..he's a guy ..office gossip and all.....plus...he is too huggable, I can't expand my hand to fit his waist. Then I'll have to be ...what's her name...that Mrs Incredibles ?God, now I am rambling. For the choices I have been given, for the right choices I have chosen and for the wrong choices I have been given the chance to correct it...I am Thankful. "Good luck, Sara...and I love you too.."

Friday, December 17, 2004

If I am a donut

If I am a Donut...I want to be a Boston Creme.... I am eating one right now...erkk..I am eating my own kind (if I am a donut la)....This sugar rush is bad for your sanity.Have a good weekend ,Guys...

Monday, December 13, 2004

Mickey Mouse could have been my colleague

During my final year in college, I applied for a job as a summer intern kat Disney World, Florida. I got the job!!! Only 5 people from my U got it. I think my advantage was language. In the form, I wrote that I could speak languages from different country...Malaysia, Singapore, Indonesia and Brunei...hoping that whoever reads the resume has no idea whatsover about Asia. One of those rarest thing happened...I was so RIGHT. Well, I got the job didn't I? And I did not exactly lie...betul tak?
You should see the brochure...you'll be living in an apartment, fully furnished, fully equipped with swimming pool, tennis court, sauna...everything a young heart desire lah...
I did not go though...cause they gave me 1 week to move my whole entire life from Kalamazoo, Michigan to Florida. Where got time? I don't even have enough money to buy my plane tickets. And my cat..."Girl-Girl".. And my unfurnished apartment which is fully furnished by mua....and the list goes on...
A few months down the road, after summer, we went to Florida for vacation. Damn it was HOT! I got dehydrated the first day...fever and all. Duhh...and you expect me to work there for the whole summer...phew...I am one of those Puteri Lilin species, you know.
Moral of the story, when something happen, it happens for a reason.....and I am thankful that I saw the light at the end of the dark tunnel.

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Happy Weekend

We are taking Amir for The Incredibles today. Thanks to Adik for the free tickets courtesy of Rangkaian Segar or lebih dikenali sebagai "Touch and Go"...rasanya lepas ni boleh dapat free Smart Tag pulak ke? Ahaks....Beri betis nak peha...dah bagi peha...jeng..jeng..jeng....Let's not go there.
To all my readers....Happy weekend. Hope you find something to be thankful for today. ....As for me, am thankful for the free tickets and the free time that I'll spend with my little family today.

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Extreme Makeover

I watched Extreme Makeover few nights back. The homecoming part never fails to make my eyes watery...The surprise , the touching words....And the memang extreme makeover... ternganga a bit...Maybe they purposely make them look really bad ...without makeup and all to show the extremeness of the changes. I mean...some of them are quite hideous. Now I sound mean!!
And as I lay myself to sleep...i thought, do I want to have that chance? To change my face..to have slimmer tummy & thigh? Will it make my husband brush off a smile which is a little sweeter than mine? And without any hesitation, I am thankful...I love me just the way I am. Actually...I don't really mind if my husband terpana dengan sekuntum senyuman sebab I am always in his situation. Myself can't help it if Ako Mustafa smiled his lopsided smile...Aku pun terpeleot dan terkedu dan terpaku dan longgaq lutut....and the worst part..He was not even smiling at me!!!!! On TV aje....Sad case or what? Yeah..pathetic is more like it.

Hehehehhe...for the silliness in me and all of the above...I am thankful.

Friday, November 26, 2004

Lunch...

Went to Chili's for lunch today. Had a strip of medium well steak that I have been longing for since a couple of weeks ago.****sighhhh*** Heaven....
It comes with the ever delicious mashed potato ****Ida...you can only imagine***
Today, Me, Myself and I am very thankful that my keinginan terfulfill, gaji masuk on time and foremost...I am here...Happy Weekend readers....

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Eavesdropping is bad..

Can't help it because the conversation was on speaker phone in the next cubicle.
My colleague was speaking to the department secretary about his Annual Leave. He has 21 days left. 21 DAYS!!! Bloody hell!!! How can someone has so much leave left at the end of the year!! NO LIVE IS IT!!! ***grrrr**** Jealous..jealous...my conscience kept on chanting! Well hell bells!! Yes I am SO VERY THE..!!!!
As for me I only have 1 day left...... and my leave for the whole week before Christmas has been approved.. Might be going down to Singapore to take Amir to the Underwater World and maybe Sentosa Island.....for that I am thankful.*****now I am not so jealous anymore....;)

Monday, November 22, 2004

I feel stupid...

Was reading this Marie Claire magazine. Saw an outfit that I like..very much that I was contemplating on getting exactly that. The pumps was by Nine West..$180. Uhhhhhh...cheap for a Nine West. How come ah?Total outfit was $380. Was raving over it to my husband. Was prepared to dash to wherever I can get those. Was even thinking of using my savings for it.
After all those exciting thots, I kinda check the date of the magazine....JUNE 2002!!! and the worst part is,it's Australian's version of the magazine...Sheeeeessssshhhh ...no wonder la the pumps so cheap.
Heheheheheh...bodohnye aku...Thankfully, I am human enough to admit it. Duhh...but definitely human.

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Do you really think I am that stupid?

Today, 4th day of Hari Raya, I am back at the office and guess what? I got an email from a Brunei Prince. He wants me to invest his RM 170 million he has in Malaysia.Aiyaaaa...this scam emails kan, do they really think people is thaaaaattt stoopid aaa? Dushhh...
Anyway, to all, Selamat Hari Raya yang ke 4.
everything went well this Raya, despite Megat being sick the whole week...today went for 2nd blood test. Amir dapat duit raya almost 300 +. Mak dia yang excited lebih. Oh..and me tested positive kena buatan orang. Ahaks..
For all that and much much more...I am thankful.
***The email***
>>> "Prince Hammed Bolkaih" 13/11/2004 01:14:48 AM >>>
Hello,
Assalamu Alaikkum
I am contacting you for an Urgent Business Transaction
and further explicit investment information about your
country.
I need you to read this email message carefully
because it is very imperative.
I am Prince Hammed W. Bolkiah, the eldest son of Prince
Jefri Bolkiah who was the former Finance Minister of
Brunei, located in the northwest of the island of
Borneo.
Brunei Darussalam is a small country governed
according to Islamic values and traditions by His
Majesty Sultan Haji Hassanal Bolkiah Mu’izzaddin
Waddaulah.
The country’s official name is Negara Brunei
Darussalam ("abode of peace"). It is a member of APEC,
ASEAN, BIMP-EAGA, and the Organisation of Islamic
States as well as the United Nations and the
Commonwealth.
I will save your time by not amplifying my extended
Royal Family history which has already been
disseminated by the international media during the
controversial dispute that erupted between my father
and his stepbrother, the sultan of Brunei Sheik Muda
Hassanal Bolkiah.
As you may know from the international media, the
sultan had accused my father of financial
mismanagement and impropriety of US$14.8 Billion.
This was as a result of the Asian financial crisis
that made my father company Amedeo Development
Company and government owned Brunei Investment Agency
to be declared bankrupt during his tenure in office.
Prince Jefri was relieved of his post as Finance
Minister of Brunei and was stripped of his
chairmanship post as head of the nation's
international investment arm, the Brunei Investment
Agency in February 1998. The Agency controls 13
companies & Brunei's overseas assets.
In July 1998 the Sultan barred trading by Amedeo when
the world's biggest corporate debt of US$14 Billion
came to light.
In September the 1998, the Sultan ordered an
investigation of the BIA by accountants KPMG after
the Brunei government alleged that "large sums of
money" had been misappropriated to companies
controlled by Prince Jefri.
The Sultan then asked the Bank of England to help
track down an alleged L28 Billion of state and family
funds said to be "missing".
On the 02/10/1998 Prince Jefri Bolkiah flew from
London in a private jet and was going to settle
matters directly with Sultan Hassanal Bolkiah.
Prince Jefri drove straight to his seaside palace at
Jerudong, about 10 miles south of the capital, Bandar
Seri Begawan. He was due to meet with officials of the
Amedeo Development Corporation and visit the sultan.
Relations between the Royals appeared to deteriorate
quickly. However, my father was kept under house
arrest, his bank accounts and private properties
including a crude oil export refinery & the sultan
also strip my father of control over three large oil
wells which were later confiscated by the sultanate.
Furthermore, during this unfortunate period i was
advised to evacuate my immediate family outside the
sultanate to avoid further prosecution from the sultan
and his security operatives, but before I could do
that I was placed under house arrest by the Sultan.
I have a Palm V hand-held computer from which I am
sending you this mail. Before my arrest, I went ahead
to dispatch the sum of US$500 Million in cash under
special arrangement into the custody of different
Private security and Trustee companies for safe
keeping abroad.
The money where splitted and kept in the following
countries in this proportion: US$50 Million is in
England, US$100 Million is in Spain, US$100 Million is
in Saudi Arabia, US$80 Million is in United Arab
Emirate and the balance US$170 Million is in Malaysia.
I am unable to reach my friends & associates whom
would have provided all the much needed moral and
financial assistance i require because my diary have
being siezed by my uncle Sheik Muda Hassanal Bolkiah
who is also the Sultan of Brunei.
Hence, I seek your good assistance to receive and
invest these funds into profitable investment in your
country to facilitate future survival for my family
abroad. I will compensate adequately for your strong
cooperation.
I am counting on your absolute confidentiality and
transparency while looking forward to your prompt
reply towards a swift conclusion of this business
transaction.

May Allah's blessing remain with you & guide on the
straight path, Amin.
Wassalam & Best regards,
Prince Hammed .W. Bolkiah
Brunei Darussalam.
NB: PLEASE GET BACK TO ME VIA MY MOST SECURED EMAIL
ADDRESS hammed_bolkiah@mmail.com

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Sampul Raya

Notice tak sampul raya la ni makin besar. Tension betoi aku sebab rasa intimidated by it. Sampul besar, nilainya kecik.
Thankfully, I realize then, it's not the value but the thought that counts. Seeing the kids joy when they received one....not to mention my joy when I received one..Ahaks!
Tahun ni the duit raya I am giving matches my Maxis sampul raya. Apa lagi...warna corporate Maxis lah.
I am thankful as I have the kemampuan to make a few kids smile this raya. And Sara especially as she's gonna get a bigger portion sebab puasa penuh.She's only 6 mind you with a 21 years old determination.

Monday, November 08, 2004

Me and my Gardenia

Buka puasa nowadays can be very EXPENSIVE. RM 75?? Makan apa tu? And how much can you actually eat? Macam aku ni minum air je dah meleret senyum…satisfied. Unless kalau lauk terhidang masak lemak ikan kering, udang masak sambal petai dan ayam goreng masak merah…macam last weekend kat rumah Zurie, that’s another whole different storylah…
Back to the RM 75++ buffet tu…what do they actually serve la??? Once my former boss belanja we all for buka puasa kat Mandarin Oriental. It cost RM 60++ per head. Ada kambing bakar, sushi , nasi dan lauk, sate…bla…bla..blaa…tak ingat oh..and one heck of a dessert spread.
Those used to excite me…not anymore.
Tadi aku buka puasa makan fresh white Gardenia bread dengan susu pekat…
Mannnnn….that was the ultimate kesedapan….
For that dirt cheap taste bud …I am thankful.

Monday, October 18, 2004

Root beer float

4th day of puasa. Ingatan kuat terhadap Root Beer Float A& W. **sigghhhh*** malu kat bebudak kecik yang posa.
Hubby just called. Kain untuk buat baju raya tak cukup 1 ½ meter. Tak cukup bidang...tskk..tsk...kena la gi Nagoya tambah kain. Minah potong kain tu kata 4 meter cukup...Laki aku siap second the motion lagi...Dushh..for both of you.
Adam kata dalam perut Mama ada baby....depress nye...bila la pulak aku nak berbaby baru...? If tak lalui ectopic pregnancy dulu, my baby would have been 2 months plus. And me...a proud mother of two.
Alamak dah nak start depress dah ni....better go now and try to colour my life a bit.....
Thankfully, now, I am a proud mother of 1...thankfully, 4 hari dah puasa berlalu, everything went well despite the occasionally bubble thought of Root beer float yang sungguh lazat dan menggiurkan.

Monday, October 11, 2004

The rest of the weekend

Received a 6 page translation job from May on Friday. Was suppose to finish it over the weekend. I did try very hard to do it on Saturday but the determination was abandoned half way as tumbling around wrestling with Amir, my little wrestler seems more fun. I let him win all the time. Perhaps I should let him lose once in a while so he knows that he cannot win all the time.
End up finishing the translation on Sunday. Had a splitting headache due to the night out to Uptown Pasar malam. Was back at 4 pm. Crazy husband I have. I complained that we never have a night out anymore and he brought me to a pasar malam. Hampeh..And they say woman complains...how la not to complain? Aiyoyoo..Was literally typing with one left finger as the other hand was used to apply pressure to my forehead.
Amir pour my newly bought shampoo (RM 25 a bottle to be precise) into the toilet. Erghhhhhhh....marahnya!! Why so expensive? because my hair drops profusely whenever my hair reaches shoulder length. How to be Mama Rock la like that?
May, my editor and my life long friend said I did ok with the translation. It could have been better if I could do the Translation Proses yang ke 3 -Penstrukturan.
All and all, everything turn out alright...for that I am thankful.

Annual Dinner-Oct 9th 2004

Quite meriah ...Different venue this year. No longer in the Mines Convention Centre. This year, Sunway pulak.
We forgot to assign someone to come early and reserve the table, so we all dapat table kat belakang. Luckily Azie & Herney yang tak berpuas hati pegi jadi PI menyiasat kat depan. 20 minutes later, we're sitting right infront of the stage, next to the VIP table. The only thing I regret is the mercun thing. Naik pokak den ...
Wendy was busy SMSing voting Jac for Malaysian Idol....using my phone!!! Nasib baik la phone bill tak pernah exceed credit given.How many did she sent? Let's just say till today, I am still getting the sms reply saying that "the voting is close, see you next year". Aiyoo...never buy a phone with the "Add Receipient" feature.
Harith Iskandar was the MC, he mispronounce Datuk Jamaluddin as Datuk Jalaluddin...too much of Astana Idaman I guess. And don't think he'll be the MC again...Fat chance...Ada ka...you pronounce the one and only Datuk Jamal in the entire corporate sector. Dushh..
Zahid, Zarina and Linda performed...they need more communication skill. Linda was pretty. I snapped a few photos and MMS it to my hubby. Zarina was surprisingly petite..or has she been losing weight?
Then Siti Nurhaliza was next. The crowd went wild. She started the show by thanking the VIP. She thank the Tan Sri-Tan Sri yang sudi hadir....The problem is, we do not have any Tan Sri in the house...just 3 Datuks..**sheeessshhhhh...** What a blunder. Tapi she can be quite spontaneous & funny.
Oh? Door gift this year, RM 500 voucher for MMS phone...yeah..and if I do get another one...I will have to spend about RM 1300 ++ to get a good one.
All and all...I am thankful I am working with one of the Top 10 companies in Malaysia. Alhamdulillah.

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Legaaa...

Hari ni habis exam for my Diploma In Translation. Weeeee......leganya. Woke up in the morning with a headache.One uphamol and a ghee tosei later, masuk dewan periksa. Ada pulak translation on headache. Without thinking I chose to answer that question, and dedicate it to my headache that morning. Another question was about CEO of the year.I dedicated that one to Datuk Jamaluddin Ibrahim, my CEO. Malas nak fikir bebanyak.
I don't know why I did this in the first place. Perhaps saja gatal nak menambah Diploma yang ada. Or maybe I need something new to do in my life. It was a good one though. I got to meet some new people whom I'd like to keep in touch like Sharlynna, Anwar and Shila. I got to see more of my long life good friend, May, whom I hardly see if not because of this class. And I rebond with my brother. Lynna, Anwar and Shila cracks me up..Lynna kabut, and her expression when she sat on her ringing mobile just to silence it will forever stuck in my mind. You see, the mobile is also on vibrate mode. Hehehehehehehehe...
Okaylah, dengan tak malunya aku mengaku I really wanted my name as the subtitlist in any of my favourite sitcom. There!! I've said it.
Ending this post in a thankful note...I am done with the translation course....

My Saturday..

starts with a nasi lemak kat depan 7-11,
then exam teori untuk translation. Apa beza shudder, shiver, shatter....erkk...
Habis awal and pegi Ampang Point sat. Bought Amir's car seat. Graco is the cheapest. Belanja Adik makan Kenny Roger's. Sebenarnya aku yang nak makan. Roped him in.
Ena called and tell me her misery. I gave her the best advise I could think of at that moment. You guys are already married, officially... the rest doesn't matter.
Petang, tolong Mama dengan demonstrasi masak. Mak Vanidah Imran came to teach Persatuan Cikgu Pencen masak tose. The ghee tose is exceptionally sedap.Amir charmed everyone by calling everyone Opah and Atuk. Ada gak yang nak jadi Auntie...hmm...whatever lah..
Petang melepek gila
Malam, keluar bayar Citibank. Banyak machine out of order. Paling sikit pun orang beratur ada 15 people. Arrggh...esok lah bayar.
As I was drifting off to sleep, I was thinking to myself, everything went quite well today..Alhamdulillah.