Till we meet again, baby girl.

Fina's baby girl passed away 3 days ago. A day after Fina's birthday. Post mortem has shown she has blood clot in her head. It became a police case.

Maha berat dugaan yang menimpa.I am still trying to cope with the bad news.Till today, aku masih tak berkesempatan nak melawat Fina. And I don't even call or sms her. I just don't know what to say...

To my friend Fina. I am so sorry. I am so very sorry of your loss. Maha hebat dugaan yang kau tanggung ini. Kesedihan yang aku rasa ni mungkin hanya sezarah berbanding dengan kesedihan kau. Banyakkan berdoa, talk to Him, cry all you want. Don't bottle it up.You have the boys to take care of. If you need us, we are just a call away.

Baby Arisha, you're in the best of place now. No more pain, no one is going to hurt you anymore. I used to envy your mom so much as both of us was hoping for a baby girl. She was lucky to have you. She's even luckier now that you're up in heaven, waiting for her.Please know, you're the best thing that ever happened to her. She must be sad now without you.She'll be thinking of you everyday of her life.Don't worry, we promise to be there for her if she needs anything.If you catch a glimpse of her from up above, give her a smile...it will ease her emptiness of losing you.

I know you'll miss your mom too. Don't fret sayang. You will meet her again...di tempat yang lebih indah and nothing will ever seperate you again.You will be holding her hand and pimpin dia ke syurga. I can promise you that for sure. Till then, be a good angel, please let us have you in our hearts forever.Your memories will remind us how short life could be and how precious our love ones are.

I regret that I did not pick you up when I saw you last 2 weeks. I regret that I did not give you a welcome hug and tell you how special you are. I should have tried to get you to smile at me so I can brag to your other aunties. I regret that you'll never get to know Amir, Arif and Akif. Akif would be your comprande. I am pretty sure of that. Everytime I hold Akif in my arms, I thought of how your mom would miss holding you in hers. And it hurts. It hurts so much!I don't even know you that well and I don't even know if I get your name right...but it still hurt as much!

I believe Allah swt has better plans for you. I believe that time will eventually dulls the pain that your parents felt now. You will always be in their heart. I know you'll be in mine. Walaupun kau dipinjamkan hanya seketika, you'll always be part of us.

Till we meet again, baby girl.